…now i didn’t know anything bout what had
become everything. all i did know is it was a big bad
and was behind me so i moved mighty fast forward.
i did not look back. that’s when i noticed my feet was wet.i didn’t knock nobody down, but i did push a few
forward, who by being in my way weren’t moving fast
enough and looked like they needed the only help i could
offer running for my life…a good push. yes i did jump
over a few but they was already down, didn’t look like
they were in a getting up way so i leapt over em. i
screamed to mattie may’s old man. the nice one never
did nothing to nobody. roll if you can’t run but get to coming…excerpt from “Damn Dam” by gauvin
gauvin
On Monday Oct 8, 2012 my friend gauvin passed away from Hodgkin’s Disease. He was nearly 51 years old.
I’m at a loss for words. Even posting this is difficult as it reinforces the truth that my friend is really gone for good: no more poems, no more paintings, no more performances, no more songs. We had been friends for nearly 20 years, and we were very very close friends for several of those years. We even traveled together to the Taos Poetry Circus where he lost the big slam due to a time penalty.
On Sunday October 14 at 11am, friends and family will gather for gauvin’s memorial and life celebration at the Bell Arts Factory 432 N. Ventura Ave. Ventura, CA 93001. The announcement read in part:
For gauvin, life and art were obviously one,
and all expression
was prayer.His performance art embodied his capacities for
improvisation, poetry and song.gauvin’s visual art is immediate,
dark, humorous, and powerful
in both its execution and impact.
All are welcome to the Memorial; gauvin’s paintings will be on display and available for sale. Donations are being solicited to help the family raise the funds to assist with transportation, funeral and burial expenses. Ted Mayr Funeral Home in Ventura is handling arrangements and is willing to accept donations on the part of the family. Donations may be made directly to the Ted Mayr Funeral Home, 3150 Loma Vista Road, Ventura, CA 93003 or by calling (805) 643-9977.
I have three mixed media paintings by gauvin in my collection and I intend to post them here soon. I will try to write more then as well.
There’s a lot of life to live. And some weekends you need more than one life to live it!
This Saturday’s competing events in Ventura County and LA include LA Decompression (1pm to dawn), the Ventura Oysterfest at the Ventura State Beach (11-6pm), the Highland Games at Seaside Park (also Sunday), StoryFest (at the ESC from 9-3pm), Leo Kotke at Libbey Bowl in Ojai as well as the Ojai Studio Artists self guided tour (also Sunday)…and I am sure I am forgetting a few things!
Starting Thursday, Burners from SoCal have been setting up for Saturday Oct. 13’s 10th Official Los Angeles Burning Man Decompression Arts and Music Festival featuring a large art installation created by the burner community “Seraphim: The Spirit of Unification” with four angels guarding a vortex. The installation was supposed to burn but because of fire hazards, the burn was cancelled. Of course, then it rained like crazy in LA but the fire was already cancelled.
Even without the inaugural burn, the event has so much to offer there’s an app for it: LA Decompression 2012! Read more…
Next Monday, 10/15/12 is Blog Action Day: The theme this year is The Power of We! Get your posts written!
 Coming soon, to a blog near you–BLOG ACTION DAY! I’ve participated on several of my blogs over the years, and encouraged my students to register and write as well. This year, I hope you will participate too! It’s easy–the directions follow from an email I received from organizers: |
This time next week, thousands of bloggers from around the globe will come together on October 15 to talk about one topic – The Power of We.We would love to see your blog, once again be part of Blog Action Day as an official participant. All you need to do is:
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renee zellweger & basquiat hit the road
When he came out of the bathroom
at Macy’s Coffeehouse in Flagstaff
walking all strange and saying
we had to leave immediately,
right away, let’s go NOW in a hiss,
I could have killed him
when we got to my van
me juggling hot coffee and croissant
and unlocking the doors when
I watched him pull
a rolled up poster
out of his pants. Read more…
What’s hardest about being human for you?
Hard is it to be born a man;
hard is the life of mortals.
Hard is it to gain the opportunity
of hearing the Sublime Truth,
and hard to encounter
is the arising of the Buddhas.
Dhammapada 18201
Every Friday, Sally McNally teaches one of the best yoga classes in the county–and she does it for free. Any money collected at the class she donates to the An Lac Buddhist Temple located on the corner of Saticoy Avenue and Darling in east Ventura, California.
Sally often jokes how hard it is to
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90 Days to 2013 & a 2012 3:15 Experiment Poem
August 1, 2012 3:15am Ventura CA
I can’t believe it’s 3:15am August 1 2012
Another year has passed
And it’s a birthday of sorts
A birth day birth way
writing is a birth way of sorts
A fast pen is the fast car
the get away from here to there
taking you from the expected to the
unexpected if you’re lucky
the pen will drive you to find out
what you actually believe in
what’s real at 3:15
may not ever be real again (vertical going up the page)
The harvest moon is gorgeous and full and it’s actually Monday, October 1, not August 1. ‘m celebrating that I got my summer field paper in for my PhD at Pacifica Graduate Institute in community, liberation and ecopsychology. The paper is 28 pages long–cover, abstract, 2 pages of references, and 24 pages of text (including two of my own 3:15 experiment poems on how to write at 3:15am and another on the topic that I call “the dodo.” )
Curious? Here’s the title and the abstract:
Spell of the numinous, search for the synchronous:
A Depth Psychological Approach to The 3:15 Experiment
and To Producing a Social Dreaming Matrix at a Feminist Art Exhibition
Abstract
Using the tools of writing in altered states of consciousness, social dreaming, and active imagination as described by Mary Watkins, Steve Aiszenstat, and others, along with the depth psychological approach of James Hillman of “seeing through,” I prepared to produce a social dreaming matrix that will culminate in dream theater; I facilitated the 2012 3:15 Experiment and invited participants to record dreams; I reviewed past 3:15 Experiment poetry looking for convergences, divergences, and synchronicities; and I began the selection of 3:15 poems for a 2oth anniversary anthology. Preliminary research indicated the timing, scope, and scale proved greater than the timeframe; however, results suggested pathways for discovering ways to bring aesthetic experiences to daily life, to heal the disease of the absence of Aphrodite (Hillman, 1998, p. 63). The production of the anthology may lead to more insights about synchronicities in the 3:15 Experiment.
Photo by David Pu’u
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- “Experiences in Social Dreaming” (compassionaterebel.wordpress.com)
- Social Dream Matrix (whitecranes.wordpress.com)
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WTFU: 2 Funny Pro-Obama Videos Use Profanity to Get Attention
I’m not sure which one I like better, Samuel Jackson’s riff on the Dr Seuss book “WTFU” that came out yesterday or Sarah Silverman‘s video, which came 
out a week ago where she encourages would be voters to get gun licenses because if you have a gun license you can use that as ID to vote.
Both of these hilarious recent videos produced and released by the Jewish Council for Education and Research use profanity to get viewers attention and I really had second thoughts about publishing them here but my husband encouraged me so here goes. Remember: DON’T Be OFFENDED! If you have sensitive ears, don’t watch them!
And if you’re an Obama hater, these videos will really punish your sensitivity!
Enjoy.
And yeah, even though it looks like Obama has the election, if we don’t go vote, or if we do go and we can’t vote because we don’t have proper ID, Romney will win. And while you may not be a big Obama fan, I am sure you are NOT going to like living in Romney’s country.
Oh, and one more thing: just in case you were in doubt, Barack Obama is not a Muslim. But if he was, I would still vote for him. Very few Muslims are terrorists just like very few white male Christians shoot guns at co-workers, teachers and students, random people in movie theaters, etc. etc.
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- Akin’s Sexist Remark, Samuel L. Jackson’s ‘WTFU’ Obama Ad, and More (truthdig.com)
Happy Harvest Moon!
“When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid.”
~ Audre Lorde in The Cancer Journals, Special Edition, Aunt Lute Books, San Francisco, CA, 1997, p. 13.
AUTUMN!
Monarch butterflies float in the barranca,
grapes harvested and crushed for wine,
pumpkins getting bigger on the vine,
sun, lower on the horizon,
pours light into my living room by day;
by night I watch the harvest moon grow large.
Celebrate this time
of change by joining the MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL “Moon Festival of Children” SATURDAY (9/29/2012) at the An Lac Mission 901 S. Saticoy at Darling Road in east Ventura, CA 93004.
From 2-pm, enjoy lion dances, music by The Together Band, a magic show, and vegetarian Vietnamese food including tofu pancakes, fresh banana cakes, sugarcane juice, and fried…
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Romney: Fight Like The Dickens? Disclose!
BE AMERICA’S LATEST FAUSTIAN BARGAIN?
By Grant Marcus, 9/23/2012
like the dickens” for us, and something awakened in me that I had
not felt toward a Republican for quite some time. It made me reach
for that one cigarette in the gold case that hadn’t been touched in years.
important: What does Romney mean when he says he wants to, “fight
like the dickens” for us?And so, you might have guessed it, I went on the net, and googled
in that square box of SEARCH this: “‘fight like the dickens,’ origination
of the term,”–Because, after all, my vote is important (well, it’s all the
power I have) and I hadn’t heard that expression in such a long time–
And I wanted to know–So, this is a condensation of what I discovered:”Dickens” is related to “dickin,” “dickon,” or “deuce,” all terms
meaning “devil.” It was said to derive from the surname, Dick. (Such
as Dick Cheney). Read more…
Dreaming of Pinot: 3:15 Experiment Poetry
Strange this glass I bring to my lips
to sniff has no scent no taste
the pinot noir in it not real
the glass none of it all of it
an act of active imagination
of the dreamworld
it just seems so real
I could pinch the people around me
and they would squeal
This next yes a winery
glasses on hand wine poured
this is not real either
we are hosting tweeting
there are young men
talking to my lovely young college aged daughter–
except I have no daughter–
I can’t read my notes on the wine
& I don’t remember actually tasting it.
I’ve moved onto another dream
another lifetime a different dreamtime
come visit over or 2
will tidy you
3/22/12 August 22, 2012 3:15am Ventura, CA
I started this blog in November 2007; in blog years, it’s quite the senior citizen. Over that time it’s amassed over 450,000 page views which is also quite a lot considering it is such an eclectic collection of poetry, politics, and various shenanigans and adventure like Burning Man, wine and bicycling as performance art.
Over the years, I have tried to post poetry on Mondays–a nice way to start the week, I figure. Many of the poems have come from the 3:15 experiment where poets around the world wake to write every night at 3:15am during the month of August; the experiment is in its 20th year and for the 20th anniversary, we are editing an anthology. I’ve been reading through the poems on the 3:15 website looking for those we might want to include as well as looking for synchronicities, convergences, divergences, and just anything that might be of interest considering what we have is a 20 year collection of writing from poets who are half awake and half asleep, writing as individuals and collectively, writing at home and together around the world all at the same time.
The poem above is from this year’s 3:15 experiment. It was written not long after I returned home from the 2012 Wine Bloggers Conference.
I’ll also be posting some links to poems that I am finding and liking on the website, organized by year, that we might include in the anthology. Of course, these will be just the ones I like; I’d love to hear about your favorites.
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- Oh, The Places You’ll Go: Burning Man 2012 (artpredator.wordpress.com)
- #PinotSmackdown: How To Taste Pinot Noir according to Robin Pfeiffer (winepredator.wordpress.com)
- Wines for Burning Man and Other All Terrain Occasions (winebiznews.blogspot.com)
- I can not be a poet, the poems are in me: An online interview with Lisa M Brown (copyleftwebjournal.wordpress.com)
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